mcandielove

2007-08-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

MOVED (:

and this blog will remain for owner as MEMORIES (:

2007-08-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

HI people, i'm pretty in love with this phone (NOKIA N76) (:(:
&I'm trying very hard to please daddy or the boyfriend to get me this!! AND it's totally COOL!
Right, so the BFF think that i keep changing phone, but the main PROBLEM is; i'm super sick with my current phone tho it's still in good condition. SO yeah! I'll get my sugar daddy or sugar boyfriend to get me this. (most properly) :D:D

OKAYE!

I'm trying to anticipate myself to really study but, despite the smell of bed and computer, i really can't resist the temptation to get myself our from my study table and start to surf the net or to nap. RIGHT! and this is ME (:(:
I just came back from sweetheart's place not long ago. And, the motive of going over to her place is to get my ass of from eyeing this screen. Needless, i couldn't! When i saw sweetheart's bed calling upon me, i started jumping onto it and fall asleep all the way till i realized it was time for me to go home.

& NOW!

I'm feeling as tho there's thousands/millions/billions of fats inside my body!
I'm trying to withhold myself from eating so much! ALSO, i really hope the more i eat, i won't gain any fats! AWWW! God BLESS me PLEASE! I swear i eat alot, too much that i don't even know when to stop. For instant, YESTERDAY; before i met the BFF, i had a heavy lunch (&that's freaking rice), and when we went to parkway, i had YONG TAO HU, and when i came back, before meeting the boyfriend, i had light dinner. AND! after meeting the boyfriend, we had PRATAS, OTAHS, MAGGIE GORENG! awww! i swear that's freaking F.A.T.T.E.N.I.N.G!

MAY GOD BLESS ME THAT I WON'T GROW ANY FATTER! (:(:

ALSO;

I'm starting to miss my dearest ANIMALS.
Still wondering when will i be able to meet the 4 of them.
Tho i usually see cheryl often in school, we don't talk much cause the both of us are busy with exams and prelims.
Yet, the friendship between the 5 of us never die. :D:D

LASTLY;

The boyfriend will be meeting me later for dinner.
I WANT TO EAT BEAN CURD, so, most properly the dessert for today would be beancurd (:
&&& i'm having my prelims practical tmrw ++++ Olevel english oral.

MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS ME (:

LOVE ALL!

P.S: my sister's boss asked her if I wants to work at Dorothy Perkin as some part-time promoter. AND yeah; i'm trying to consider if i should work there during the HOLIDAYS. :D:D

2007-08-18T18:36:00.000+08:00

Happy weekend.

The smell of weekend has apparently arrived. Was awaiting for this pretty weekend very long, especially when you've been mugging hard for prelims.
Yesterday was boyfriend's birthday.
Gave him a surprise by making him a card, giving him angbaos which my family gave, brought him and his parents (plan was by his sister and i) to a restaurant, and it was my treat.
&&& in the afternoon, bought him a pack of rice with EGG (my mother said once to me before that a birthday person should eat a hard boiled egg on his/her birthday, the best is to get him/her to eat meesua) Right, so since boyfriend doesn't eat meesua, i got him an egg (:(:

We headed for light shopping at lot1 and went for dinner afterwhich.
Headed for midnight movie at GreatWorld (GreatWorld has the best seat ever okaye, & i sweared most of our movies watched together were from GreatWorld) caught 881, and i guess i've no ideal what's the story was about because it's mostly hokkien, and baby somehow, explained to me. Though i speaks hokkien or whatever dialect to my grandma, i've still have problem understanding what the show was about because they were singing most of the time? LAUGHS* So yeah, the show was pretty great, and i've no regrets watching it as it's quite funny as well as tearing. Headed for our " supper come breakfast " after show. Pratas pratas pratas (: Reached home at 3+ and managed to sleep only at 4am; &that's pretty bad.

Supposed to meet the BFF for breakfast cum studies at 11.30am today, but i couldn't wake up on time, so i met them at 2.30pm. Went to get our books from the popular and i had shopping. Bought my stuffs and i guess, i should pretty end my shopping sprees now before i declare bankrupt! Have been spending quite alot, especially on boyfriend. (:(:
Right, so i'm back home now.
& I'm going to prepare again to get out of the nest to meet the boyfriend for dinner.
Most properly will be movies tonight as there's nothing much for us to play in Singapore, unless he agrees to bring me on for clubbing. So yes, takecare people.

Goodbye.

2007-08-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

Goodmorning people!

It's 2.06am now and i'm still not asleep.
It's pretty Thursday and it rocks totally cause there's no school! :D:D Because i'm not taking the pure papers, it would be a study break for my classmates and me.
So today's (Wednesday) English paper was difficult. I had a hard time understanding the compo as well as the comprehension. I spent almost half an hour to think of what to write for compo and took about 20minutes to finish reading one passage. I felt terrible and i guess i'm going to fail this paper like nobody's businesses.

Headed for lunch with the BFF at interchange and went home afterwhich.
Took a bathe and got prepared and headed down to the office to get my pay.
Went the so called "shopping" alone after my pay was collected and yes, i totally have fun shopping alone because i gets whatever i want.

Boyfriend's birthday will be on Friday and i was hunting for his present today high and low.
And after many walks around streets , i finally got a jersey top that he has been looking for long for him and i headed over to his place afterwhich. I gave him his early birthday present and he was shocked and surprised that i found that jersey top he wanted to get LONG LONG time ago. So yeah! I'm glad he is happy, although the jersey costs freaking 100bucks.
I bought top and bottom for myself as well and i'm pretty contented. Though it's not totally contented, at least i managed to get something for myself :D:D

I'm feeling super sinful because i've been having my supper lately and have been eating fastfood with the BFF almost daily. I'm feeling as though there's lumps of fatty fats inside my body and i really hope i won't gain another 5kg okaye!! Anyway, i should really cut down on supper and fastfood before i starts to grow like a pig.

Time for me to sleep,
Goodnight love.

2007-08-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Random Thoughts,

1. I'm feeling so bloated now after having my dinner.
2. School was interesting, fun and exciting today.
3. My girlfriends are my laughing stocks.
4. I feel like eating strawberry pocky / strawberry yanyan.
5. I love love plums plums plums.
6. I miss my honey baby darling very much.
7. A mosquito has just kissed my face.
8. I am super contented to eat Mr.Bean's ice-cream today.
9. I am fucking stress-up over Olevel.
10. It's freaking prelims tmrw yet i'm still not studying but surfing net.
11. I hope i will not regret from retaking my chinese paper.
12. I just bought an online dress, & i love online shopping!
13. Lastly, I love everyone :D:D:D

Okaye, i went to somehow create LiveJournal just now.
Yet, i was super "pissed-off" over many stuffs because, i can't change the skin for nuts.
So yes, i'll stick back with blogger till i get choo to help me with LiveJournal.

Goodbye loves.

2007-08-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

A very brief and quick post for yesterday and today.

Yesterday,
I did baking and i spent the whole day baking:D:D:D
kinda cool, and i love baking very much now.
Especially having recipes of manymany different types of biscuits, muffins, cakes and cupcakes. WOHOOOO, the feeling is great TOTALLY.
i won't mind spending the whole day experiencing new cakes and baking them even though i know it's gotten be tiring.
Well, i loving it and i'll do more baking when i'm free.
(Yet i'll feel super sinful not studying but baking on my free days. So; i've got to plan my schedule wisely)

Met the BFF for lunch and studies at burger king :D:D:D in the afternoon today.
Was kinda tired and restless after studying for about an hour or so caused i was totally thinking of boyfriend and the quarrels we had yesterday. & I thank God totally that we are okaye now, and no more quarrels already (:(:(: and i hope this will stays as sweet as ever and make sure there's no more quarrels ANYMORE!

I headed home first to get a change and bathe.
Met Amadea and Pyrena for dinner. We were supposed to be going Lagoon for dinner, but after met up we settled down on Bedok Market. After meal, lin joined us and we started chatting about school and stuffs:D:D Camwhore afterwhich outside the food centre and headed to lin's place. Pyrena went home first caused she has stuffs to do while dea and I headed to lin's place to chill. Cheryl joined us over at lin's place too and yes!
It was TOTALLY fun&happening.
The 4 of us were like talking and sharing our problems. And seriously, nothing beats more than the animals. They are the people who brought many tears and joys to me and i totally totally love them to bit and pieces.

Squeezing and bitching on the bed have been past time for the 5 of us.
Now that we are back on bitching, the feeling is great.(:(:(:(:(:
Chilled till the midnight struck before we say goodbye. The biggest & sweetest hug the animals gave me will never be gone as they would always do that whenever we meet up, and i seriously loved being hug by them. (never fails)
Right, hope everyone(animals) can make it tmrw for missleow or mrssng baby's 1st month.

& pictures will be up once deachoo load them onto the computer.
(:(:(:

I love the BFF, animals, DADDY.MUMMY & the boyfriend TOTALLY.

It's getting late; 2am in the morning now. SO!
Goodmorning + Goodnight, world .

2007-08-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

JASLINE WENT FOR JOGGING TODAY. (:(:(:(:
wanted to go to my condo's gym for some exercises. But when i stepped into the gym's room, it was totally packed with adults that i felt super embarrassed to be the only teenager inside. Thus, i went to the reservoir for a breeze jog.
Was jogging plus walking (which is most of the time) and i was totally WEAK that i really can't jog. I dragged and forced myself to finish the whole walk round the reservoir and headed home. Was totally exhausted and tireD by then.

Yes; i'm feeling EMO EMO EMO again.
& I'M SO STRESS UP WITH MANY THINGS TOO.
I WISH; everything can just stop right NOW?!!

I HATE HANDLING STRESS ALONE.!
CAN I GIVE UP?

sometimes, i was wondering if i should give up?
to think about it, since i've walked so far to come into this state, why should i??
my parents had been forcing me and my brother to really study hard for majors.
YET!
i've been failing tests and tests again and again.
I'VE never improved at ALL!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!
awww! =(

pardon me from spouting nonsense here again;
& yes, i'm totally alright.

2007-08-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

The weekends;

Sunday was usual.
Spent the afternoon napping plus homework.
Met boyfriend at the late evening for dinner.
Had fish&chips plus walking on the beach (vodlka) at Mt Fabour.

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY,
dearest BOY(:(:(:(:

loveyou totally.!!

2007-08-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

The afternoon saturday was spent purely BAKING :D
I baked banana cupcakes as well as chocolate cookies.
&Yes! They can be eaten. *NO HARMs*
Woke up pretty early to prepare, headed to the temple with granny to pay my visit to auntie.
Afterwhich; headed to 85 market for late breakfast come early lunch and bought ingredients for baking. Headed home and started my baking for the whole afternoon.

Met boyfriend later at night and we caught a movie at Tampines mall.
"Secret" was nice and fabulous:D touching and creative show by JAY!

FULL RATING given!!
Reached home around 3.00am and headed to SLEEP.

HAHAS:D:D:D:D:D
my edible cupcakes and cookies.!!

2007-08-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

Thursday:
It was spent with baby.
We went shopping and hunting for our 1st year anniversary's presents and i bought him tops from ashworth from taka and he bought me one of the ladies cut of ashworth polo tee.
Beside that, he bought me a charles&keith bag as well.
And and and and!
The most warmth heartily present was a ring from sookee.
I was super duper touched that he brought me into the shop and pick out a ring.
It was indeed the biggest ever presents i've ever got in life from a BOYFRIEND (: and guess what? The ring cost freaking 600 SINbucks. So yesh! He is willingly to pay that much for our 1st year and i'm really felt super surprise. We custom make the ring and will only be able to get it on Sunday, which is our 1st year :D:D:D:D:D:D

Friday:
Celebrated Audrey's 17th at tampines mall after mock exam today.
Pizzahut for our dinner was good and delicious, food was served in large portions and the 3 of us had hard time finishing up the food. Overall, it was nice, delicious and most importantly it was CHEAP(: It's a pity that bear couldn't join us due to her school programme.

Indeed the birthday girl was happy and i really hope she'll like the presents we bought for her! Headed for light shopping with the girls after dinner as we were all bloated. Bought accessories and flops. The 3 of us bought the same flops together as well as having the same size! That was cool and indeed we had a hard time searching for size 7 flops as most were out of stock.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!

Audrey's SWEET SEVENTEEN(:

our common flops:D

to your seventeen, bestie.

be blessed:D

love you, bestie!

bff(:

In school, in the toilet

LaoTian bought her a cake,
& she was moved to tear!

2007-08-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

Wednesday night studies at bedok:D

Goodbye

AUDREY: you eat very slow lehs!

TADAAA!
MrBean's ice-cream! It's totally low calories, so girls; eat with all your hearts :D
And it's super super D E L I C I O U S(: *drool!*

This was taken early in the morning before school starts,
i found it on my table and i was craving for mrbean &&& ...

2007-08-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

Monday night with sweetheart to MarinaSquare(:

Night studies week ago:D

2007-07-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hello all,

I'm back(: I've spent my weekends feeling super sinful.
Instead of working and earning lots of money, i'm doing shopping. Apparently, i wasn't in the mood of working cause it's my last day on sunday. I've actually quit my job and decided to spend my rest of the months studying and mugging at home.(: Weekends shopping with Huizi at J8 was great. Bought tops and bottoms and accessories and FOOD! The atrium was having this food festival and the both of us had been queuing up to get different types of food. Queued up for the durian pancake for freaking 2hours! And, hard work paid off. Indeed the pancake was nice and YUMMY :D :D

Had my farewell dinner with my section members yesterday night at BoatQuay.
Baby came to pick me up afterwhich.
Initially, i wanted to complete my presentation for F&N yesterday.
But i was feeling quite reckless and exhausted, so i've decided to do it TODAY.
So right, here i am! Supposed to be mugging on to my presentation instead of blogging.
&The night study was great today.
With much said!

AWWW! I want those NIGHT-MARKET food!
(siying and audrey! let's have more food tmrw there.:D:D:D)

Goodbye((:

2007-07-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

Shout your frame

Shall give a super fast post before i say goodnight.
Dinner was spent with sweetheart and bestie.
We had LongJohnSilver. Spent about an hour there before heading to the library for self studies. The study place was rather empty, and it's easy to get seats.
After some time of studying, my hands and legs started to get alittle itchy, thus i walked around trying to keep myself occupied when actually i've got books to study. After few hours of studying, we decided to head home cause the library is closing soon.

Met my parents and my brothers at the coffee shop for supper.
&Daddy had initially got me a new samsung mp3 (K3), and i was super delighted cause my current mp3's space is too small for usage. But, when i told my sister about it, she said she wants it too. Thus, i've decided to give it to her as her birthday present.(: Well, it's kinda good-heart of me lahs. Nevertheless, i don't really need one mp3 at the moment cause my current one is still doing good.(: & daddy had bought the new samsung flip-phone! It's freaking nice and i'm super; totally in love with it.*cool* It's just a pity that it doesn't has the memorycard slot, orelse, i will want to change that too.

Okay, after so much said.
I've got to get my butt off the screen and starts to prepare my cosy bed.:D
I'll be at Junction8 tmrw, and i need to do some shopping there too! I hope i'll be able to get the shirts i want from there tmrw(:
Lights' off.

2007-07-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

Lead me with a brighter future

Hello all,
I just got back from office and i've skipped SocialStudies remedial today cause i got office meeting and have to reach by 2.30pm. Thus, i rushed home and took a quick bathe and headed down to office. Collected my pay as well and cabbed home.
I'm actually waiting for time to past, so that i can get prepared to get out. Meeting sweetheart and bestie later on for dinner and nights-out studying at bedok interchange. Something has been really wrong with my messenger, it's always appearing troubleshoot and i always can't go online because of this. Thus, i could only surf the net but not chatting online.

Yesterday was spent with my love.
Trained down to redhill to meet him and he sent me to queensway to get my shorts.
Bought my shorts and headed down to marinasouth for supper.
Had steamboat together with his bunch of nonsense friends to farewell Thomas who had went to NS this morning. Slacked around and played arcade. Caught a winnie the pooh bear from the machine and was freaking excited. Reached home at 2.30am and was totally exhausted. Slept afterwhich(:
Right, it's time for me to get prepared before i'm late again.

Goodbye(:

2007-07-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

The perfect one;

School was perfectly great and good.
Nothing much happened. Had the usual procedure and lessons were good.
Skipped night-studies today cause bestfriends and i were totally exhausted after cracking our brains on emath mock exam. Finished our exam only at 5pm and the 3 of us wanted plenty of rests, thus we decided to skip the night-studies today.
Wanted to take my nap when i came back but due to the time constrain; i didn't get to sleep and headed for early dinner. (: Went to the mini-mart downstairs to get some chips and snacks to munch on after dinner with my brother.
Goodbye.

& The past photos:

My wonderful girlfriends (animal & bff ) who went through thick and thin with me(:
I love them, and they'll always and forever be in my HEART.
Loved (:

BFF :D

plenty of L.O.V.E

my princesses(:

AHVONNIE

BFF(:

No matter how far you guys are now.
No matter how many last shot we had together, there will be no Goodbye to our friendship. Because, there's more to go on in our life. More of photo-taking and more of excitements and fun-filled activities as the years go by.

The animal and I :D

The last shot together in school uniform(:

The pyramid, years back

The last performance the 5 of us had together.

Linny was super sweet to did this for us.
lizard, wombat, shaggy & walrus

2007-07-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

With all, you speaks the loudest

School started yesterday with a wonderful S.M.I.L.E (:
Was kinda reluctant to go to school at first, but with the force of Olevels, i've decided to go.
School was definitely tiring but at the same time, bonding was formed too. So, it's definitely a must-going routine for me and the girlfriends.
School ended late yesterday and today due to extra classes. Had our emaths mock paper today, and it was drastic. I did it any oh how cause we were rushing for time.
Headed home afterwhich and took about half an hour nap and prepared for night classes. The number of people attending night classes are getting lesser and lesser. Nevertheless, we still have fun together in the class.

Supper was at 85 market with the girlfriends.
Had centuryegg porridge and it was freaking yummy and delicious(: Headed home afterwhich and daddy had forced me to eat Guava caused he said it's good for digestion. And he was super nice and sweet to cut properly those fruits for me, and makes me eat up everything:D
&I've decided to change a new skin for my blog cause i'm quite tired of eyeing the old one which looked rather raggy.

That's all for today,
Goodnight:D

2007-07-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

(:

I'm waiting for baby to come back from work.
I cabbed here after work first cause i was too lazy to travel all the way down to GreatWorld to meet him. Work was good for the weekends.
Caught Invisible Target yesterday midnight.
The show was super great and nice, full rating for this show and yes!
It's a MUST to watch it.

S.H.E was here for some "concerts" and there's many people queueing up to get free tickets.
And was pretty surprise that ahbear was there too(:
Right, i'm freaking tired now that i can barely type i wish to say.
I've alot to say yet i don't wish to spit them here.
Well, i really hope to share my feelings with someone. But, ---
there's always a but to my many many answers.

Goodbye.
& i miss animals badly.

2007-07-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Sometime it's too ----

After so long, i'm getting tired again.
I'm wondering what's happening between us. I'm really tired, too tired that i feel like stopping my last breathe here. I've too much to say and too much to explain myself.
Now that i realize whatever i've seen wasn't true, i'm alittle heart broken.
&I wish history will not repeats.
I don't wish to cry infront of them and asked them for help. I've done this once and i don't wish to do this again. It's always a big fat hole in my heart that no one can glued it back.
That's my heart, and forever it will be.

Don't try to expand it bigger cause, it may break.
&I'll break down soon.
anytime, anywhere.

:(

2007-07-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

The usual routines;

Tuesday(:

School ended off smoothly.
Headed home immediately to shower. Baby came over with his friend and brought an oven which i was super in need for the freaking FNN. He is super sweet to sent it all the way from his place to mine(: as usual, he started chatting to my grandma.
Headed tm for dinner.
Dine in at Fish&Co, and i had sweet&sour fish which totally turned out GROSS.
Food was horrible, especially for mine.
It doesn't turn out till expectation. Still, the best fish&chip tastes the nicest among ALL(:

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Wednesday(:

School started later than usual, yet siying and i was late for school.
We run away from the pink form cause the councilors weren't looking at us.
Managed to run through those people and headed back class.
Chem common test was horrible, i didn't mange to answer most questions cause i wasn't very sure of it's answer. Guess i gotten fail this paper badly.
Headed home after school and shower.
Met BFFs and we headed for lunch at S11 followed by shopping of ingredients from the NTUC.
Bought the necessary stuffs for baking and headed to my place.
We spent freaking afternoon just by doing baking and i sweared we are freaking tired after baking. Super exhausted and tiring.
They slacked around my house till 8plus and i sent them to the busstop(:
Came back and took another shower.

And, i've been eyeing on this screen for like 3hours already.
My eyes are painful now, yet i've to complete my Coursework.
Gosh! I've got many tests tmrw and i haven't even study any of the tests.
Goodluck to me then.

Till here,
Night(:

Pictures which speak all:D

2007-07-18T21:56:00.001+08:00

Monday Blues.

School was good, yet i was feeling super tired.
Had my Chinese Olevel listening compre and it was horrible cause i wasn't really paying attention due to the humid weather that really pissed me upside down!
Met up with ahbear and ahvon after listening compre.
Dinner at Carl's Junior at Suntec, something which the 3 of us hasn't been touching on.
And it's feeling great to meet up with them.
Catch up alot of things from ahvon. (:
Love her freaking much.

Headed MarinaSquare afterwhich to search for some stuffs.
Bought nothing cause, nothing caught my eye.
And yeah(:
Bus-ed back to bedok with them.
& MORE of those riding and catching up soon.

Pictures time:

2007-07-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

As the night passed,

It's 12.30am now and i'm so freaking exhausted.
Came back from supper with baby after work not long ago.
Supper at HongKong Cafe at Siglap.
Work was usual. Was rather boring cause there wasn't many people doing shopping. Thus, my colleagues and i are slacking and "eating-snakes" for the whole day.

Yesterday night, baby bought tickets from GreatWorld GV and we caught Harry Potter.
A very lengthly story that i'll pounce to sleep every few minutes, but the overall story was good. 3.5 out of 5 bites for this movie(:
Headed supper after movie and reached home around 3.30am. Get to really sleep only at 4am and took about 4hours of sleeps and off to work.

Friday night, baby came to pick me up and we headed for Newton Circus for supper.
Food was good and delicious and i was bloated like hell!
Headed for rochor's beancurd afterwhich.(:

Had been quarreling with baby this few days.
Don't really feel good to quarrel with him because whenever we quarrel, i'll always cry till my whole eyes turned red. And i really hate those yucky "sore" eyes.
Having my Olevel chinese's listening tmrw and will be meeting rebecca and vonda for dinner afterwhich. Good luck to me then.
Till here, i'm tired and needs to iron my uniform for school tmrw(:

Goodnight, Goose.

guess by now, you've totally forgotten who we are.
you've gone to a place where it's free and there must be alot alot of angels around you.
i'm glad you're happier this way.
and i miss you, beloved.

2007-07-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th!
(issit a bad day?)

By now, you have gone to a very very very far place.
Somewhere that only God knows. As mentioned, if we are fated, i wish to see you and meet you again in my next life. You'll be forever in my heart. Nothing can express out the feeling i had for you, the tears and pains i've poured out; i hope you'll feel it. Perhaps, it's fated. No body can be blamed. Take very good care of yourself in the next world.
You will always and forever be remembered, my beloved.

After so much, everything had finally came to an end.
i miss you//
Goodbye.

2007-07-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

Goodbye, beloved

After so much, it's going to be the very last day tmrw.
Had 5 periods of FNN lessons today and Kaiyuan came to pick me up afterwhich. Headed home to nap because i didn't had enough sleep for many days.
Woke up only at 3.40pm and realized i've been sleeping for very long. Due to menses, i didn't eat much. Had a few mouth of maggiee mee and prepare for the wake.
Went earlier today because there's chanting by the monk. Thus, everyone had their dinner earlier. Drank corn pork rib soup for dinner cause my stomach was aching badly.

As the chant goes, tears started to carry on my eyes.
I couldn't stopped myself from tearing because it was really heart-breaking to see my beloved inside.
&It's 1.25am already, i should start packing my bed to sleep.
Needs to wake up early morning at 8am for the last chant before burning.
I seriously miss her alot alot alot.
Goodnight.=)

Photos sharing time:

2007-07-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

Was texting with cousin and sweetheart till i fall asleep.
Slept throughout the whole afternoon and felt rather wasteful cause i did nothing except napping.
Well, piles of schoolworks are stacking onto my tables now and i've touched nothing and sooner or later i will break down.
Though i've slept so much just, i still feel sleepy and tired.
I've got stress-up over lots of things now.
My family and I are stressing over the funeral wake now and everything will be settled only on Friday.

Going to bathe now and prepare to go for the wake.
Hasn't been meeting baby for very long and i'm sorry for not meeting him because i'm very busy. I'm glad he doesn't mind at all and is still there for me.(:

& now i miss her alot.

2007-07-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

School was good yesterday and today.
Had my chinese oral yesterday and it was DRASTIC.
Firstly, i've forgotten to bring any of my identification cards and i wanted to rush home to get them but thankgod the school gave me a slip of notification. Thus, i was saved(:
Secondly, the oral examiners were from China and one of them was the HOD chinese. I was freaking nervous and was hoping for someone to save me. Yes; that's a hope on me. In fact i was dreaming because definitely, no one will help me.
Afterall i've made a real huge fool out of myself. Even simple words like FU-NUE (pregnant lady) i can say CU NUE (virgin lady). I was freaking embarrassed when i realized ALL the mistakes i've made. Nevertheless, whatever's over, it's over. Let not brood over the past and i'm freaking sure this oral exam is the worst oral i've ever done in the whole of my 17 life!

Today was usual.
School started off with P.E, and followed by various lessons.
Remedial was cancelled last minute, thus sweethome is my next call.
Here i am blogging and sharing the random thoughts of mine.
And what's more?
I've got like dozens of work to complete today yet things are cropping.

Now that you've left us, I'm living with handful of regrets. You've suffered alot for the past 2years already, & now that you've relieved yourself, i know the pain has gone.
God will bless you in Heaven, and you will be happier up there.
Though we don't bare to let you go, still, we know you'll be happier this way and you will not suffered anymore. We will love you always and you will always be in my heart.
& i'll miss you forever. *tears*

&

Photo:
Huizi, Me and Tina
my wonderful bestfriend in J8(:

2007-07-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

Finally after 4days, baby boy is back(:
I'm super happy to see him just now and poorboy is now sick. (properly because of the change of weather which he couldn't take it) Boyfriend bought back lots of things. Mostly are foods and snacks. He bought me a jacket from Diadora, make-ups materials and he even make something super sweet that really touch me upside down.
He got me this super creative key chain which is able to turn here and there, on top of it is our photo and some words. Super nice of him(: and he did one for himself as well.
Freaking love him so much.
Supper after which nearby cause we are both tired. He sat for a pretty long journey and he still have to send me back, thus we headed home after supper.
&I've bought a top from the auction and it's freaking nice and cheap. Really hope it would arrive onto my hand as soon as possible(:

It's 1.07am now and it's the pretty weekends(: Got to start preparing for work in afew more hours time. Time for me to iron daddy's and mine uniform.
&It's going to be a good day for you and me:D

2007-07-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

I shall make my post short and sweet(:
School was usual yesterday and today. Lessons were as usual and manymany things happened in school as well (too much to mention).
Right, so after school yesterday was fun! Bestie and I went sweetheart's place to study F&N. As usual, i started the roll of cam-whoring which brought the 2 of them to join me.(: And i'm indeed the biggest culprit among all. We started gossiping about this and that which distracted us from studying.
Was supposed to go Bestie's place today. But because of some crop ups, it was can cancel(:
My stomach has been groaning for the whole afternoon. I'm wondering what's wrong. I had my breakfast as well as lunch, yet it's killing me.
Anyway; it's time for me to get some beauty sleep and i'll be meeting my boyfriend tonight at his place. Guess he will only be back at the midnight, so happy waiting.
Goodbye(:

2007-07-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

School was just another pleasant day today.
It started with a smile because sweetheart told me something interesting and funny.
I freaking love my BFFs so much cause they brought me many tmrws(: Had been yearning for school daily cause they'll brighter up my days with plenty of laughter and smile.
After school, headed interchange for lunch with the BFFs.
Wanted to eat Rojak but the stall was close today, decided to eat Niogh Hiang (if i got the spelling correctly) with some MeeFen.
Afterwhich headed home. Wanted to head down to office immediately but i dose off when i lie on the bed. I woke up at around 5pm and headed office immediately.
After so much, it's time for me to iron my uniform and get prepared to watch the channel8 show and off to sleep afterwhich.
Goodnight(:

2007-07-03T18:32:00.001+08:00

Rate it, please

Okay, i shall do a quick post and off for dinner.
Weekends was spend greatly with baby and colleagues. Baby was attached to J8 that weekends to help out with the last day of 5% GST sales. And it turn out to be a good one(: everyone was super busy serving customer and our sales was super good.
Sat night usual, supper at baby place. Had KFC for supper.
Sunday was another working day. Sales was bad; the whole shopping mall seems super quiet. Headed Serangoon Garden for a drink at BullPub with baby and colleagues. Drank all the way till 3am and headed Loyang to pray; headed home afterwhich.

Met baby early morning at 10am on Monday.
We went sentosa for tanning, after tanning was shopping at town.
Went to find my sister, asked her to help me alter my skinnys.(: & baby was super nice to buy me tops again. Had been spending money like water for the past few weeks and now, it's really time for me to stop spending.
Dinner was at baby place.
Afterwhich i sent baby to Goldenmile at night while i cabbed home.
He's now at the genting and i freaking miss him.(:
I'm glad he enjoyed himself, and i super anxious to see him on friday caused he said he had surprise for me:D and i seriously can't wait.

School was usual today.
Had our English Classes after school and headed inter for lunch after classes.
I'm going to eat my dinner soon(:
Goodbye.

Photos:

2007-06-29T13:06:00.000+08:00

You make me cry,

Hmm, hello peeps!
I'm back early from school today.
Had our youth day concert which was "HAPPENING", laughters were made by the 3 of us (siying,audrey&me) with Azila and friends, and we burst out of laughters many times cause of people, objects and many more.(:
Lessons were usual after concert ended. Beside Physics lessons, the rests were kinda relaxing for us. Chem's practical was horrible! The 4 of us (yingni,siying,audrey&me) were in the mess and we didn't really do very well today. Nevertheless, practices make perfect(:
I'm very sorry for not joining the girls (audrey&siying) to siying's place cause of some reasons, and i pretty hope the girls wouldn't get mad at me :D

Yesterday was good.
Met baby afterschool. &Had some some arguments with my mother during the afternoon.
Baby make me apologised to my mum for being rude to her, and i was seriously damn sorry to my mum cause of being rude.
Went shopping with baby afterwhich.
Bought a white top from LittleMatchGirl and baby bought me that pair of skinnys from DorothyPerkins which i've been yearning for long(:
I've been spending my money on shopping & clothing recently and i guess it's time for me to save up some money for Genting&Thailand trip with baby at the end of the year.

I'll be meeting "e-animals" for dinner tonight.
SimpangBedok's pratas(: and i'm still considering if i should go drinking tonight with my colleagues at ClarkQuay.
&Finally! The pretty weekends had arrived(: *cheers x3
Goodbye!

2007-06-27T20:02:00.000+08:00

SeoulGarden;

School starts late today.
Jolly dragged myself up only at 7am and i was super reluctant to wake up.
School was good today and lessons were as usual.

After school was SeoulGarden at Tampines mall with the girlfriends and shiya.
It was definitely fun-filling and laughter was made throughout the whole sessions. And, there was this particular group who was seating beside us giggling and laughing at the 4 of us. We were super annoyed & pissed and we started staring back at them. And! One of them had actually took out his phone and took pictures of us and we were totally mad and furious.
After finishing our food, we went to look for the manager. Talk to the manager with a pissed tone and she was super kind to get the guys to delete the photos.(: As usual, we cam-whore at the place while eating.
Bought a shade and some stationary for school after food, and i'm contented with it cause at least i've gotten something for the day :D
Right, so i'll be meeting baby tmrw cause it's his off-day tmrw. Yipeee
Goodbye (:

Pictures of the day:

2007-06-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

The most stressful periods in life;

Hello peeps (:
School had started yesterday and everything (games and fun) had to come to an end. Well, majors are really indeed the most stressful periods among all. Without further said, let's start preparing for the final before it's too late. Within 17weeks from now, i'll be seating for my majors. It's totally stressing and i sweared i may broke down anytime. Hopefully, whatever efforts i've put into this majors would be pay off(:
School started with a smile on bestfriends and me. We had hell fun especially so much to catch up on with each other(: Freaking enjoyed the accompany of the both sweeties who brought tears and laughter to me. Afterschool was physics extra class, lunchie at the interchange afterwhich. Cam-whoring in the toilet of the library and hell noises were made among the 3 of us. :D

Today was dreadful.
The weather was super cooling for a nice sleep yet i was freeze to awake cause of the air-con and weather. Lessons were great and i hope i've learnt something from it. And it was totally a sleeping class for me during chinese lesson and my chinese "O" level oral gotten start on the 9th of July. Hopefully i'll passed, because miss cheng had failed me during my midyear for my oral.
Afterschool was english remedial and lunchie at the interchange:D

School started which means i've got lesser time to spend with my boyfriend. Nevertheless, i'll still love him with all my mights. Baby is going for genting next week and i guess i'll miss him terribly.
Homework and stuffs are piling onto my desk and yes; beside the holiday's homework which i couldn't finished, there's more to be up. So! You see the meaning of S-T-R-E-S-S now?
Right; with plenty of updates, it's time for me to take a nap now and start on with homework before i'm loaded with more of them again tmrw.
Goodbye(:

2007-06-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

Bring it back to me.

Wednesday was usual.
I woke up in the afternoon and headed office to collect my pay.
Went taopayoh to get my cash cause i was given cheque for my pay.
Afterwhich, trained all the way to CCK to meet baby's mum and we went to visit baby's grandma. Baby's sister came to fetch us back and i had dinner at baby's place. Dinner was simple cause baby's mum was in the hurry to cook, thus fish and vege were served (:
Cam-whoring time after dinner while waiting for him to be back.
Headed Mustafa Centre for shopping cause most shop had closed and it was already like 1am in the morning and baby bought some nonsense things for his car and we headed like supper cum breakfast nearby. Had wanton noodle and headed home afterwhich for napped cause it's already 4am in the morning.

200607'
Pictures of the day:

self indulge at home.

Thursday was spent sinfully.
Only napped about 3hours and i woke up to prepare.
Met baby's sister at orchard at 9.30am and we went to the clinic. Baby's sister had an appointment with the doctor. Afterwhich, headed luckyplaza for breakfast cum lunch. Yong Dao Hu was good and delicious and i sweared i freaking missed the food there especially the mushrooms. Headed for light shopping. Afterwhich, we walked all the way to orchard hotel for spa and it was by Spa D'or and the facilities there were good. Milk bathe was freaking interesting, and both of ours' bikini nearly dropped out cause of the big water. Massage was good too ((: and it was freaking relaxing and i slept for an hour. Super nice and SHIOK!
Had the girl's shopping and it was super sinful to spend so much money within an hour times.
Oh! I dropped one of the bag of clothes and thank god that i realized it and i quickly went back to see if the clothes were still around. ((: The saleslady was super nice to keep it nicely aside.

Headed PlazaSin for dinner and had itchiban's sushi.
Dinner was good and big portions were served too.
Shopped around and bought some stuffs for make-ups (:
Headed back baby's crib and his sister did manicure for me for FREE OF CHARGE;
Baby and i went for supper at BukitGombak afterwhich.
& We headed home after supper cause i was freaking tired to stay out already. Had been spending about 2 to 3 days out late and i seriously need plenty of beauty sleeps.

210607'
Picture of the day:

laughs!

twist (:

my FOC manicure (:

& Today, i was awaken up by sweetheart's message and she was working today.
Wanted to accompany her for lunch but she insisted not to cause i wasn't really sure and familiar about the place. Gotten stay at home for the whole afternoon and complete my homework which i haven't been touching for days. It's really damn sinful to see myself playing so much instead of studying and exams are around the corner. School gotten reopens in few days time and i sweared i need plenty of energy afterwhich to mug on my Major (:
And working during the weekends.
Goodbye.

2007-06-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking pissed off and angry with my mother.
She kept my bag like right into the store room that cause me searching high and low.
Still, i couldn't find it. Freak hell that i really feeling super hot now that i scolded everyone who comes near me.
Right, so i didn't really studied today cause i was lazing around and also searching for that stupid bag of mine which i suddenly wants to use it tmrw ((:
And, i don't think i'm able to meet sweetheart and drey tmrw caused i need to get my pay in the afternoon.
Okay, so i need shopping like badly!
Eyed alot of clothes and stuffs which i want to get already.
So; anyone wants to go shopping, please informed me. I'm willingly to go with you caused i need that badly too ((:
I'm so much better now.
Watching the new show on channel 8 now. :D
Goodbye.

2007-06-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

Love you like i do;

Hello people!
I'm back ((: After a super long weekends, i'm alive again.
Weekends were spent working. And yes, i'm pretty sure that i'm super in love with J8 people especially Tina and Huizi ((: Both of them kept me super alive there and they're freaking superior.
Sat night was drinking at some coffee shop near my workplace. Baby and I was chatting with some colleagues and yes afterwhich, we headed Geylang for durians. Something which i've been yearning for. Headed back his place and we (baby and i) started eating those durians with his parents and co like nobody's businesses.
Baby's grandma was admitted to the hospital on Sunday morning which brought trigger to many people. Everyone was so super worried and we didn't know what to do. Still, baby and i went to work. The both of us carried this freaking low mood to work that we can't concentrate. Thus, the both of us decided to leave early and visited his grandma.

Monday was usual. Dragged myself up only at noon caused i slept super late for the 2 days. Only had about 4 hours of sleeps each day and i guess my eyebags are getting darker and darker each day.
Met baby's mum and i accompanied her to the temple for prayer. Afterwhich, we trained to NUH to visit baby's grandma. Baby knocked off from work super early which brought surprise to me ((: and we ordered pizza and KFC for dinner.
Went drinking at the midnight with Thomas, AhGong and Jiafat. Baby and Thomas smoked seeshar and it was freaking interesting. Reached home at 3.30am and slept throughout.

Just woke up and had my lunch already,
and it's time for me to get onto schoolwork cause my pretty friends (sweetheart and drey) had started doing their work like few weeks back. Super sorry that i couldn't join them for studying yesterday and today.
Hopefully tmrw i'll get to join them ((:
Goodbye all :D

Seeshar

My pretty friends cum colleagues :D

2007-06-15T14:01:00.000+08:00

Goodbye;

Yesterday was good :D
As usual, the thursday was spend with the most important person. And that's my boyfriend ((:
Woke early morning and headed over to his place. Supposed to buy breakfast but i realized the time was too late for breakfast thus i went over his place straight and we had our breakfast cum lunch at home cause the maid cooked porridge for us.
Headed BukitBatok to service his motor and within 2 hours, the both of us felt super hot and tired that we want home with the most cosy environment, on the air-con immediately when we step into the house cause the weather was so freaking hot. After a little while, the rain pours like nobody's business, and the both of us were so into bed, we both napped all the way.
Woke to realize it was half past 6 and we prepared ourselves for the movie. Headed CCK Lot1 and caught "Men in Whites" thank god we were punctual and the show was rated 2.5 out of 5 bites. Not that interesting to me though. Rather "LAME" show which i guess it wasted baby 16bucks away.
&&
Bought pizza home and had pizza for dinner afterwhich.
Cam-whoring after dinner while baby's friend (ahgong) was fixing the computer.
and HOME SWEET HOME ((:
Reached home at around 2am, and was freaking exhausted. But still managed to had a little fight with baby before sleep. And yes, we quarreled again ..

with the sweetest kiss ever

MY SELF-INDULGE ((:

& YES!
this freaking ring costs $768 !@#$%^

i want this !! ((:

GOLDHEART ((:

some prisoner ah??

& I woke up with this swollen eyes this morning which brought mummy to know i quarreled with him last night.
Nothing can lie to my parent's eyes, and indeed they're clever enough to know what happened. ((:
Well, thanks god* we're in peace again.
Breakfast was dumpling which my dad bought back.
Meeting AmadeaChoo and PyrenaChu for this church event held at Expo.
Rock down the expo later onn ((:
&&
it's time for me to get onto some school work before another day past wastefully.
Goodbyeee :D

2007-06-12T18:19:00.000+08:00

Pratas, my loves :D

I just finished my so called "lunch cum dinner". Had pratas and yes, they're so fantastic delicious :D Oh! and they're bought by my brother, he is so nice to go down and get pratas for me when i told him i'm feeling hungry.
And yes; here I go,

They're really delicious and yummylicious :D
"Drooling"

Met baby yesterday night and we went to his customer's place to do some adjusting of LCD, and baby had earned like $200 over just for that an hour trip and it's freaking worth it. We headed Bukit Merah to wait for gonggong (baby's buddy) and while waiting, baby and I was chatting and we were talking about how to improve our relationships. Thus, after talking, both him and I felt so much better and there's always room for improvement in our relationships. So, i reached home at 3am this morning and i woke up freaking early at 9am and headed bedok interchange to pay some house bills. Was supposed to meet baby for lunch but he insisted to ask me to go home and get some rest, so i headed home instead.
The whole afternoon was spent wastefully again.
I slept for the whole afternoon ever since i came back from interchange. And i did nothing but sleeping, and to think about it, it's really damn sinful for me to sleep so much ((:

Well after so much, i realized it's time for me to do some chores again. && will be meeting sweetheart and xiaohua tmrw, we will be meeting for studies and i hope i'll really do my work instead of getting distracted by some other stuffs.
Alright, till then (:

2007-06-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

Leave with me forever

Had an argument with him a few minutes ago and I'm having my oh so temper now.
A few days ago, I've got calls from this person and he/she kept complaining to me about somebody who tries to "imitate" him/her. And this person got so high that he/she really hates that somebody so much, and i guess no one can stops him/her from "hating" that somebody :D
Work at Bishan J8 last weekends were great. Had many fun with my colleagues and I've met new people there too :D
Sat night was spent normally because baby was feeling tired.
We had supper at hongkong tea house located near katong malls. And I've went to many hongkong outlets and the one that is located near katong malls taste the best.

BBQ after work at Changi park on Sunday night with Charlotte was good. Went for Angela's 21st birthday and met new friends as well. Cabbed home at the midnight and it costs a boom into my pockets.
I've been spending money on cabs and I feel so wasted spending so much on travelling by cabs.

Well today was really spend wastefully.
I've slept for the whole afternoon and i did nothing when actually i was supposed to start on my homework. Nevertheless, i guess i should start doing soon before school starts.
Sweetheart!
Please meet me up AS SOON AS POSSIBLE for studies soon !! :D

To the ANIMALS:
Guess AmadeaChoo had told you guys about the coming outing on Friday.
So yes, please make yourself free and we gotten rock down expo and town :D
Love and Miss.

& after so much I'm starting to miss my boyfriend now.
Thus, i shall start phoning him :D
And yes; my phone is so freaking amazing! The functions and stuffs inside was so freaking different from my old N73 and i freaking love my new phone (no regrets at the moment)
Goodbye (:

2007-06-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

the heart of arts

Had a wonderful session yesterday at Cheryl's place and we really messed up the whole kitchen. I sweared the both of us were so clumsy that we mislead this and that but yes! We made it and finished our "cooking & baking".
Cheryl and I bake heart shape cake. She made it for her aunt while i made it for baby :D
Baby was super touched when he saw that and i'm freaking glad he likes the cake. The cake seems alittle too sweet and it's rather "sloggy" but nevertheless, baby ate a super big piece and he praise my good effort.
My NasiLemak was good too. Chicken wings were freaking delicious that both Cheryl and I had great time finishing all of them. :D Curry puff was alittle hard and yes i've finally make it and the curry puff taste out "good" ((:

my heart to baby :D

Pineapple ice blended with milk

AgarAgar

Curry Puff

Nasi Lemak

Today;
Met Siying and Audrey for lunchiee and we headed Tampines.
I went for my mani and pedi while the both of them went shopping. Audrey bought her belt and yes they went back first cause it takes freaking long for me to get finished with my hands and feets. :D Met evelyn at BestDenki and she passed me her wedding invitation. Both my boyfriend and I was invited to her wedding ((:
Well, headed home for shower and met baby's sister at CCK.
I sold away my N73 for some reasons and the reasons is " my phone hangs and lacks super easily " and I was using baby's motorola yesterday. Bought a new phone from CCK Lot 1, sony ericsson w810i. So yes, i've downgraded my phone from a 3G to a non-3G. But seriously; it's not really important or a MUST for me to get a 3G phone. A phone which can operates well, does not hangs or lacks like nobody's business is more than enough ((:

So, i'm now very happy with my new phone.
And now it's already 2am, i gotten start miggle around with this phone and head to bed as soon as possible before i'm late for work tmrw again :D

Goodnight :D

2007-06-06T17:55:00.001+08:00

it's you i want to be with forever

School was pretty fine today.
Today is the last day of extra-lesson. Thus, i'm able to "relax" alittle from studying for so long because i'm super lazy to wake up so early everyday.
&
Suppose to go for the class BBQ yesterday. But due to some reasons, i did not make it. Further i was staying at baby's place alone while he went for the BestDenki's D&D (dinner & dance), so i was staying all alone at his place with his parents and other family members.
I entertained myself by watching tv programme and cam-whoring. While watching, i fall asleep. And baby got home super early and gave me a surprise and i was freaking blurr that i pinch him to see if he was real.
( awww, that's nonsense; i know.)

So yes; i'm current catching this show called "Sonira Pasta" which can also be known as "Wei Xiao Pasta", Cyndi is super innocent and pretty in this show okay?
Right, so I skipped Amath's lessons today and went to school only at 9.30am. Had pratas for breakfast before heading school.
After school, headed pizzahut for lunch with sweetheart and audrey. Food was super nice and it's really been freaking long ever since i've last touched on pizzahut's food. Had curry zazzle baked rice and the curry is super spicy.
Tuition afterwhich at the study corner with my tuition teacher. I nearly fall asleep cause i really couldn't do any sum from Amaths; and my tuition teacher had to force me to do.

Well, meeting Cheryl tmrw. And i'm heading to her place to do my F&N practical, and seriously; this is freaking cause it's freaking waste of time for me to redo and redo my practical. Nevertheless; i still have to do it.
And i'm hungry now already. Shall hunt for my dinner and start catching on my "Sonria Pasta".
Goodbye (:

Gucci; i love ((:
more and more to go..

awww!
i stepped onto the sushi rice accidentally.

060607' Lunch at Pizza Hut
w my wonderful girlfriends

feeding time ((:

fortunate ..

lunchiee at pizza hut :D

050607' over at baby's crib
my self-indulge :D

2007-06-04T15:47:00.000+08:00

Sweet Sweet Loves

Hello!
After the "long" weekends, i'm alive again!
Have been pushing myself to sell more over the weekends cause i can earn more money :D Have been stopping myself to buy things ( especially clothes) cause my current indulge now is Gucci and LV. Freaking in love with the checkered LV bag which costs $2000 over and the Gucci wallet which i've been eyeing for long which costs $600. Ahhh, and i swear i'm saving like shit now, so i can get my desire branded goods. ( seriously, i can't wait for the day to step into LV shop and say, please get me one of this. Oh; my temptation is coming again)

Right, so Friday was spent with baby's sister. Went to PC show and bought lappy from Fujitsu, freaking nice and cheap. Met my colleagues and baby's friends and we chatted abit, sales there was good especially for Sony cause they were "flying". Dinner was sushi buffet at marina square, afterwhich was shopping time. Bought myself a top for both work and out purpose :D

Weekends were spent over at Bishan J8.
Sat night was spent greatly.
Caught shrek 3 and it was freaking BORING. I was sleeping like 3/4 of the show and i felt freaking sinful wasting baby's money. Anyhow, the show was link with shrek1 & 2, but sad to say i didn't catch shrek1&2.
Sunday was usual.
Supper at Bukit Gombak with baby. Pratas was nice and yummylicioussss.!

&&

Today was DRASTIC!
Dragged myself up to school and i was feeling super emo cause i slept at 3.45am this morning and i can hardly open my mouth. Wasn't really paying attention to lesson too cause my mind was half away. Thus, it was a wastage for me to go to school ...
Lunchiee was KFC, food was great and after food was cam-whoring with girlfriends. We were freaking crazy inside the fastfood, amd many people were looking at us. Afterwhich headed home.
Oh! Mummy had finally digged out my MP3 yesterday ((: and i'm doing some reformatting now so that i can reload new songs into it and start using it. Realized that by listening to music through handphone will cause the phone to go low-battery easily and i know it's bad to charge my phone daily. So i've planned to start using MP3 from now onwards :D
Right, enough of talking and it's time for me to replenish my beauty sleep now.
Goodbye all.

&& we saw POH CHEE HOE.
and he was peeping through the windows and he saw us cam-whore.
super embarrassing .

this is freaking candid.
sweetheart took it accidentally.

Oh! we met fiona, peiyi, yanlin and ghangaa's "friend" in KFC too,
and i was talking to them lahs. :D

my 2 wonderful bff!
definitely not forgetting ahbear ((:

she looked freaking blur can?

Dices we learnt for Emaths today :D

& this was taken on Wednesday at baby's car :D
Awww! I looked old lehs ...

2007-06-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

Reunion with you

I was super nice today.
Cooked egg for breakfast. Cooked one set for siying too, and surprisingly she said, it was nice :D Bahs, it's egg and bread only, guess many people can cook that too.
So school was alright today; beside physics period which will bring bad memorise and i sweared it was super bad that the teacher nearly gave us up cause of some people.
Well, lunchiee was mini wok at bedok. And it was nice and delicious, yumpylicous ,,
Yarhs, so i was suppose to meet baby's sister at 3pm but due to the bad weather we planned to meet later. Heading down suntec for the PC show. Gotten visit my booth and visit my friends and colleagues.

It's super early now that i've got to do blogging which i think is healthy lahs.
Today is the 1st of JUNE :D
and, i pray that my June will be fill with wonders; joys and fun.
&&
I miss amadea; pyrena; shilin & cheryl badly :( i need a meet up like VERY SOON.
And! chooshiyi (amadea) had went Europe with her choir, and i bet she will be only back next week. Nevertheless; i'll meet up with them when everyone is free and we'll go crazy together again.
Miss you animals :D
I'll be working at J8 Bishan tmrw; and i sweared it's gotten be super tiring for me, cause i've got to travel all the way there. But thank god i've direct bus ((:
Okay, so i shall get going to chat with sweetheart now.

Goodbye all ((:

2007-05-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

Precious moments

Hello all,
So after that emo feelings I've got yesterday, I'm back to square one again :D
It was wonderfully spent today with girlfriends; laughter, joys, fun were made everywhere we go. Right, we went cycling today at East Coast.
Rental was as usual, same rates; same number of hours. And seriously; it's freaking fun cycling with people whom are so close to you that you guys can just occupy the whole path of "road" and block the other people , and i sweared it was utter funs with the ladies.
Dinner was at mac. Cam-whoring can never be left out, thus we cam-whore from mac all the way to the bus. And! People on streets were like eyeing on us and thinking that we're some insane people who cam-whores everywhere.
Bus-ed back to bedok and headed tampines. Siying and Audrey bought their top. I wanted to buy my water bottle but the shop had close down already, thus; i bought nothing :D
Nevertheless, got myself my body spray from the interchange and my make-up remover which i think is totally not enough.
And! I need pedicure badly, my nails are so terrible now that i need to have pedi as soon as possible. &&& I need shopping badly too . ( can any kind soul go shopping with me? please )

Well, I'm tired and exhausted now;
there's school tmrw and it's getting freaking late now cause i spend like an hour uploading those dozens of photos we took.
Goodnight all ((:

&& HAPPY VESAK DAY

Right, so here's the photos we took today,
enjoy.

something which i will do whenever I'm free :D

imitating some advertisement :D

my freaking nice best friends!

someone owe her $1000000000

2007-05-30T13:23:00.000+08:00

PAIN IN MY HEART ;

i really can't express out my feelings now, but i'm feeling damn terrible. it's you whom i treasure the most, yet i've this ending in return.
Nevertheless, i will miss you.
Goodbye. ((:

2007-05-29T09:05:00.000+08:00

Morning people,
Dragged myself up super early today cause i realised i've got things to edit for my coursework.
See, it's always because of coursework that i can't have peace.
So yes, i've just finished editing. And since the time seems pretty early, i shall do some posting before i catch my show. :D
Well, somehow i freaking hate my hair now. Cause it seems curly, yet straight.
Intend to get a re-do one of this days during the holidays.

Mock practical later onn, bless that i wouldn't burnt my hair or get electric shock when doing my experiment later onn. And yes, freaking lucks to me that nothing happens to me. *PRAY*
Well, still one words to describe people who went Zouk ytd!
I'm freaking envy and jealous. Awww, another party tonight.
*can i go, darling?*
Goodbye. (:

2007-05-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

It's you who brought up my wonderful day;

I'm so freaking mood up with F&N, there's freaking piles of work to be re-done and yes, i've spent like the whole evening plus night just to complete my freaking F&N.
Didn't even have the time to talk to baby, not even a single "hello" at all.
He knows i'm busy and he don't want to disturb me, yet i'm feeling so frustrated that because of F&N, i've to sacrifice alot of things. My back is aching so badly now that i can hardly moved. It's like freaking aching cause i've really been seated here eyeing on the com for the past few hours.
Nevertheless, i'm glad i've sucha doteful boyfriend. Someone whom is there for me whenever i need help, and he is always there supporting me. Alright, so it's 12.30am now, it's time for me to get some beauty sleep and yes, i totally forgotten about my mock practical tmrw.
Freaking envy people who are in Zouk now, how i wish i was there and dance down the floor like nobody's business :D
Still, goodluck for my practical tmrw.

Loves,
& Nights. ((:

2007-05-28T16:08:00.000+08:00

not going to let you down.

Hello people,
After so long, my paper finally finished. I can't express out my feelings toward this paper cause it was disaster. No matter how many wishes i wished in this paper, i can say it's totally useless.
Guess, E8 is coming nearer and nearer to me.
Well, a full stop for this paper cause i can't change the fact that it's over. Though i'm quite relieved now that i've one lesser subject to get worried, yet you can't understand that pain and tears i had when i was going through that critical moment. How i wish my friends were there beside me to teach me and how i wish MdmCheng was there to support me. Yet, everything has came to an end.

Well, Sunday was bad.
I was supposed to be studying at baby's place, yet i was sleeping. It was his mum's birthday and i went there for the party. Though baby was working, i went there alone and locked myself in the room trying to force myself to study yet i fall asleep. Thus, it was a bad day cause i slept all the way till 9pm when he reached home.

There's party at Zouk tonight
& party at MOS tmrw night.
Sad to say, i can't go cause there's school the next day.
So freaking yearn for clubbing, yet i can only do it after my "O's".

Time for a nap.
Goodbye. ((:

someone whom makes me feel alive now :D
&& that's my two bestfriends.

My nonsense at baby's place on Sunday ..

2007-05-26T16:30:00.000+08:00

Sweet escape

I think i need to relax my brain alittle while after studying for 20minutes.
Hahas, i know that's crap for me to relax lahs.
Okay, let me do a quick one and i shall go and study again.
So yes, i still got to face reality that my Chinese paper officially starts on Monday. I can't do anything now because everything has been fixed. What i can only do is to study hard and give my best "shot" on Monday. Thus, blessing is the only word to describe.
I know i've been empahzing on Chinese lately, it's because i'm super worried and afraid. I know the standard of myself but i just hope that i can do well and not retaking it at the end of the year.

Gotten my pay yesterday and baby came to pick me up.
School was perfectly fine yesterday. There wasn't any remedial or extra classes.
I've finally finished the show "Corner with Love", Barbie Hsu is so pretty that i totally love her so much. Same goes to Alan Lou as well, sweet couples :D
Well cam-whoring last night at baby's place was fun.
He says i'm super irritating whenever i've nothing to do cause i'll always take pictures of myself. And he finds it irritating to see me snap and snap. Well, i sees no wrong taking pictures of myself, that's my indulge. ((:

Went to school this morning for a short remedial session. My chinese teacher is super nice to come to school on Sat just to give us extra lessons. I know she wants us to do well. Thus, i shall not disappoint her cause she put so much efforts on us because she wants us to do well.
Thank you, mdm cheng :D
Meeting baby later at night for midnight movie as well as dinner.
Today is my treat cause i've promised to treat him something nice when i've got my pay.
So, we are planning to go either swenses for dinner or hongkong cafe .

&&

Totally engross in taking pictures.

baby took this when i was taking my nap ..
he said since i like to snap so much, he shall take a snap while im sleeping :D

2007-05-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

In love again;

Hello all,
I'm alive again :D
Had been meeting darling after school from Tuesday - Thursday. Thus, I've been reaching home like 3am everyday and i looked like a panda now and i really need plenty of sleeps, cause my eyebags are getting thicker.
I'm glad at least I'm early today cause I'm super exhausted..
My parents went to school today and collected my results slip and i know i did super badly and i really can't imagine my L1R4 is more than 30! Aw, i can go nowhere with that aggregate. &&Not even to ITE. I don't want to disappoint my parents cause they really worked very hard for me, so, i should really start mugging.
Met baby late evening today. He came over to fetch me, and headed to his crib. Dinner over at his place was great, cause the maid learn to cook and had cooked nice foods for us. :D

Right, it's less than 4 days to my GCE "O" level Chinese. I'm really super worried and super scared. Don't remind me of doing well cause the more you say, the more I'm scared. I'm so super worried to get a F9 on my result for Chinese. Bless me than.
It's 2am now, shall get my beauty sleep now and preapre for school later onn.
Goodnight all :)

Thursday ((:

look! that's baby when he was young. It's super adorable right? ((:

Wednesday night at baby's crib.

2007-05-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

Unwell yet unstuck ((:

I've somehow skipped school today. Dragged myself up super early this morning and then headed school. Kaiyuan came to pick me up cause i don't wish to attend talks which I'm not interested at all.
Slept the whole afternoon and change my bed sheet cause mummy wasn't free to change for me, thus, i hand on myself. &My sister had managed to borrow the show "Corner With Love" from her friend, and I'm now catching the show and it's freaking exciting.
Weekends was good cause i went to work.
Guess it's gotten be the last time I'll be there already cause mummy got me another new job at Sim Lim Square, which i will only be working properly after my "O"level Chinese.
Time flies really fast and I'm only left with a week to buck on my Chinese. Next Monday is the day of my GCE "O"level Chinese already.

Well, i gotten catch my show again! :D
Goodbye.

2007-05-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

It's freaking mid 2am and I'm still sitting here to get my blog done.
Guess what? I still have not finish my Chinese homework and i hadn't ironed my brother and mine uniform yet. Guess, i don't have to sleep tonight :D
So yes, school ended as usual today. Assembly was fun cause choir performed and we made hell noise in the hall and i nearly roll my ass off cause i was laughing so freaking loud that 4/4 can even hear me. Guess MRhuh was correct, i am indeed a loud header. A very very loud one ((=
Met baby after school and we headed Bt Batok to visit his grandma.
Dinner was at nearby coffee shop. Had vegetarian BeeHoon again cause I'm craving for it, and Thank God the place has it.
Headed back his place to catch the 9pm show. Bet many people are catching it cause it's really damn interesting :D And cam-whoring can never be left out. Went Geylang to see "_____" and it's so freaking disgusting to see them dressed till so "___" awww! Anyhow, headed home after rounding and reached home at 1am. :D

I gotten stop posting and rush on with my ironing and i gotten hack my Chinese for TODAY, cause I'm really super tired that i can hardly writes.
Goodnight all.

Pictures ((:

2007-05-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hello blogger,
Met baby at Tiong Bahru last night and he ride me over to his place, cause his mum cooked dinner for the both of us.
Slaked at home for awhile before heading home. Accompany him to his friend's place and pick his friends up cause they are going for pooling. Afterwhich he sent me home.

Today was a pretty day. Woke up super early to meet Audrey to 85market and we bought breakfast. Vegetarian MeeHoon was nice and cheap :D School today was usual. Had lesson per normal and had Chinese extra classes after school till 4pm. It's gotten be a tiring week for us cause we will be having this Chinese intensive class for the whole of the week and next week. 11 more days to "O" level Chinese, I'm getting the fear and I'm so super worried that i might not be able to make it. I really don't wish to retake this exam anymore.
Right, i gotten get my ass off the computer chair and prepare for dinner ((:
Goodbye.

Photos and photos.
On my way back home && over at baby's place.
To siying & audrey: stop laughing at my boyfriend and me =((

On our way back to baby's house :D
I look kinda funny with helmet yarhs?

2007-05-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

The love in my heart

Baby is sick at home. I felt so bad not visting him, cause i've school tmrw.
School today wasn't as bad as mentioned. Gotten back 4papers today and i failed 3 of them amd pass only 1. I did do freaking badly for amaths and science - chemistry, and i can even fail the most important subject in my life and that's E-maths. Shall not talk more before i burst out of tears.
After school was happening. Went over sweetheart's place with audrey to watch Mr Bean's Holiday. Laugh our ass off through-out the whole show cause it was freaking funny. Lunch was porridge which we bought from the coffee shop, and yes; photo taking time with them was hell crazy :D Reached home and had dinner.
I miss baby alots, really lots till i may go crazy anytime ))=
School tmrw, and yes; gotten get my beauty sleep soon before my eyebags start coming out again.
Goodbye. ((=

Pictures of the day,

was suppose to form W ((:

2007-05-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

smooth smooth love

Hello all,
After that LONG weekends i had, i totally freak out. Im so freaking tired and exhausted cause i went to work for the weekends. As mentioned, it was freaking unwanted. My boss called and asked me back to work cause exams are over, and he asked me to help out with him for few weeks cause he is short of manpower, so, im used again.
Friday was indeed happening with my girlfriends. Thanks to Sweetheart that i managed to learn cycling and i sweared for the whole of my SEVEENTEEN's life on earth, it was my first time cycling at eastcoast park :D Freaking proud of myself so damn much.

Right, so work for sat and sun was okay. Afterwork last night, went baby's place. Supposed to go drinking with him but we decided to go Mustafa. Did some shopping and bought some ladies's stuffs. Sales was bad today and i had freaking bad menses ache. I went home earlier than usual today, and had delifrance for "dinner come supper". School tmrw, and it gotten be drastic. The results of my midyear will be out tmrw already. Im so freaking afraid of this and that! Awwww, my L1R4 ___________
Gotten start ironing my uniform and do some packing up and prepare for beauty sleep :D
Goodnight loves.

Before im done,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D

The hell lots of photoes i've taken on Friday :D
loved.

2007-05-11T01:53:00.002+08:00

loved

Hello all,
My emo feelings toward the show "Corner with Love" has came back again. Awww!, just can't stop myself from typing wwww.youtube.com and search for "Corner with Love". Right, so i've just finished another episode of the show. ((:
I bought something for myself while baby went for a haircut this afternoon. Lingerie from JohnLittle :D
Dinner was super great today. Baby and I had a huge and wonderful dinner with his family. Imagine the 7 of us, seated around this freaking big round table, full of foods. Spent more than 3hours there and eat and eat and eat. I ate till i'm super bloated that i nearly vomited my heart out. This is so sinful .
The restaurant is called "TongLuk" located at "ChinaSquare" near to "LaoPaSan" (Old Market) and it's somehow a buffet dinner. Paying 40 bucks, and eat whatever you want.
Bet it's a waste of money if you bring me to buffet cause i don't eat alot.

Meeting girlfriends in less than 12hrs time for cycling :D We gotten play our hearts out.
Cycling at EastCoast come PizzaHut for dinner.
It's freaking 2am now, and i bet my eyes are shuting down.
Goodnight all.

2007-05-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

pretty lady you

I was suppose to be online yesterday and do some blogging. Indeed i was online, yet i was surfing some nonsense website that i forgotten to do blogging. :D
Finally, i've met baby yesterday night. Went over his place for gathering cause it was the maid's birthday. They ordered KFC and Pizza as a sign of celebration for her. Guess, she was happy that she really teared alittle. The cake and presents she got were so warmthful that she really appreciated it alot.
And now, it's really the P.A.R.T.Y time. After so long, i've finally finished my MidYear papers! :D Huuuray! I'll be meeting baby later on and we gotten hunt for mother's day present and we'll be going Ikea @ Tampines for a shop as well :D Dinner at ChinaSquare with his family tonight to celebrate mother's day.
Yes, so there won't be any school for me tmrw cause it's the marking day.

Right, i've put this "quiz" up on my blog. And so, anyone who thinks or would like to try, please feel free. And, let's see who is the one who knows me the best. :D
Gotten prepare and get ready to meet up with baby.
Goodbye ((=

2007-05-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

smuacks to you people

Pyrena just sent me all the photoes we took on last sat :D Yes, though we took rather little photoes, but i still love them.
Studied afew chapters of my amaths, and nothing gets in? LOLS; im wondering how to use all those formulas tmrw. Grandma cooked dinner for me, and after dinner, i slacked for an hour before mugging on formulas. And now, since i can't study, i shall eat again. Right, brother bought papayas back from downstair, i shall cut and eat them. Afterwhich is beauty sleep time ((:

Goodnight.

HAPPY SWEETSEVENTEEN

cheers to you darling :D

lovable five ((:

i looked kinda F.A.T here ((:

2007-05-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

years back ...
amadea, cheryl and me

As usual, drag myself up early morning to go school. Geo paper was pretty alright, but i screwed FnN paper. Slept off my 1hour in the paper cause i wasn't in the mood to really work on it. Nothing was working on my brian, thus i slept.
After school, headed Bedok for lunch with my princesses :D "Ban Mian" was freaking nice and yummylicous. Headed home afterwhich. Watched another few episodes of "Corner with Love" on youtube, and had decided not to watch from youtube anymore cause my visions are getting from bad to worst. I'll rent the movie one of this days.
Tmrw is amath paper, and gotten start revising and practice all the formulas before i failed the tests. Without further said, i shall napped for afew hours now and start practicing after dinner. And yes, i got infected with rashes , right after my brother and i felt so freaking unlucky cause i'm so in pain now. Whole hands and legs are so itchy that i can tear off my skins anytime :D

Goodbye.

2007-05-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

Your shelter.

Pretty monday i've got :D
Just finished watching afew episodes of "Corner with Love" which i've downloaded from youtube. And it's super nice and interesting. Barbie Hsu is super damn h.o.t! And Alan Luo is freaking. He is super damn handsome that i really fall onto him.
Was suppose to be napping but my hands were lazy again and they started typing :D I've decided to stay at home today to study, instead of meeting baby.
And yes, it's 2 hell papers tmrw and i bet i gotten start doing revision soon before i failed them. Geo and FnN requires plenty of memorising. So, i shall go nap for like an hour and start to mug on them ((:

Loved.

2007-05-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

Arghs, i really just cant stop myself from surfing the net. I was suppose to study just now, but (there's always a but) i went to nap. And, i was suppose to nap for like only 1hr, yet i napped for like 3hrs. This is terrible, indeed really.
Mummy bought Macdonald back for brother and me as "tea-break". Helped her with dying of hairs and im back here again.
Daddy and brother is now going to get dinner for us. And, im wondering, i've been like eating and eating for the whole day and im not doing anything to my studies and tmrw is like Midyear and i can be so freaking carefree. My friends and co are now like mugging super damn hard for midyear, unlike me.

I've put this freaking nice song up on my blog. Finally learnt how to get a music post up :D Rather outdated lahs. But, yeah; better than not learning anything. So, im deciding if i should remove the tagbox, cause i see no one tags. Perhaps it's dying, cause i bet no one reads my blog. Yeah; still, decision up to me.
Blogger is freaking me out. The layouts and stuffs were so funny that i can't press anything. Please, do something to it. I dont see any better now cause i would still prefer the old layouts.
DeeeDeee ((=

2007-05-06T11:48:00.000+08:00

Sweet Seventeen,

As usual i was late. Was suppose to meet 530pm with the clique yet i reached at 615pm, sorry girls. :D
Bought the cake from swenses and off to MOF!

Pyrena: Amadea, we are not going to MOS, we're going MOF.
Lin: Yeah, it's the same you know. MOF is MOS's brother.
Amadea: laughs..

Dine in at MOF (ministry of food), and foods were great.
Unagi rice was good and the fish taste delicious! :D Took few pictures and headed for light "shopping". Bought my pressed powder from Robinson and headed to CCK while the rest headed home due to exams and SYF.
Went over baby's place to wait for him, caught midnight at Lot1.
Without more said, spiderman 3 was fabulous :D full rating was the right choice. The scene and stuffs were real and yes, i freaking enjoyed.
Supper at Jalan Kayu! Pratas and Mee Goreng were great as well- Yummylicious .. Reached home at 4am and i was super tired that i bathe and off for sleeps.

spiderman 3

the bad guy

good good good :D

Was awaken by the noise of my brother this morning. He on the television volume super loud that i can't sleep. Woke up and do some blogging. Had my breakfast - maggie mee. And now, off for some housechores :D
Goodbye.

2007-05-05T13:01:00.000+08:00

Untitled love with you ,

There's something wrong with blogger. The font and stuffs are so funny.
Anyhows, i just came back from the clinic. Accompanied my brother to visit the doctor again cause his hands and legs were still swollen, and it's not really swollen it's just rashes.
Gotten rot at home for the whole afternoon. Meeting dea and rest at 0530. Thus, i'll be doing some house chores and perhaps studying? *LAUGHS*
Right, so i'll be meeting baby tonight after celebration! Gotten catch spiderman 3 and seriously, i can't wait. I'm yearning to watch the show cause they are all rated fully :D

That's all for the day. Gotten start doing some house chores before grandma nags at me again.
Loved. <3

2007-05-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

Randomness.

Physics paper 2 and Social Studies paper today were drastic.
As usual, i slept late night yesterday just to mug on Social Studies, and i had neglected all about my physics. Thus i bet, i gotten do badly for physics. Social Studies is even worst, i studied the wrong chapter the whole night. So my hard work is wasted.
Headed to Tampines mall for lunchiee and shopping. Bought tube and accessories :D
Night study today was interesting. Got back our maths paper 1 and i did badly. It's not what I'm expecting to get for maths and i think this is really terrible.
I'm enjoying the fragrant of prawn maggie mee now. My brother cooked those cup noodles for me for supper. Yummylicous :D
Celebrating dea's seventeen tmrw ((:

Goodnight ((:

2007-05-03T12:21:00.000+08:00

Hello all,
School ended early today cause of exams.
Had emaths paper 1 today, and it was a drast, encountered freaking problems solving this and that. Bet i gotten do badly.
Breakfast at mac afterwhich and it was great. Big breakfast ((: Headed home after finishing our food.
Gotten skipped night study today cause i'll be meeting baby.
Im a freaking greedy pig, after breakfast at mac, i came back to eat again. Ate another big bowl of rice my grandma cooked and im super full now.
Transfered photoes from my phone to the com for updating, and finally im able to connect the cable cause there was some problem few weeks back.

There's 2 papers tmrw and im so freaking worried. Dont wished to flunk them neither.
Thus, i gotten be an owl tonight after meeting baby cause i got to study hard.
Lucks to me then. :D Love all ..

Few weeks back, during night studies.
(Candid shots of ah loy and girlfriends.)

not middle finger though, it's twist ((:

The un-updated photoes :D

choo shi yi :D

2007-05-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

Baby little you,

Hello everyone,
It's pretty labour day. Guess many peeps are enjoying and having fun :D
Had my checkup at TTS. The doctor was extremely horrible; waited for 2hours for consultation, and another 1hour for collecting of medicine. And; strangely, nothing happened to me. Pretty shocked that the doctor said " you're actually fine, you actually don't have to come for checkup. " and i was like wth? nothing happened to me yet i can vomit out everything after each meals. Well, whatever it is, I've wasted 70bucks not including cabby.
Dinner was horfun. And mummy bought so much fruits for me so that i can digest my food well. Thus, I've just eaten half of the big papaya, and I'm so full ((:

It seems very long ever since i hear baby's voice. Hasn't been talking to him on the phone today. Ah, so freaking miss him.
Another day gotten end soon, within few more hours it's Wednesday and yes, i got to prepare for school tmrw, or else I'll be dead. Thank god there's no tests tmrw, but there's night study. Bet i gotten reached home late again. :D
Goodbye.